Geohuntr wrote:
Norma Darlin wrote:
That was nice to read Norma and everything you wrote was true - can't say I ever was in the bar as I haven't really done that sort of thing since getting a DUI over 25 years ago - doesn't pay to drink and drive - guess you can even do your socializing now at Starbucks, even in Utah
I'm sure we have missed you here - would be nice if you came now and then.
Debbie wrote:
Norma Darlin wrote:
That was a beautiful tribute, Norma.
Hope you can drop by more often and visit some of your old friends.
Thanks Deb and Geohunter, It is nice to see old friends and I do miss you all. I don't know if what I say will make much sense to anyone, but since my divorce and being abandoned, I guess I somewhat distance myself from many of the people that I care about......Don't ask me why....... Fear of rejection I guess ( If I don't get close, then I can't be hurt by them) But that doesn't work. I am trying to do better with that. I threw myself into playing games and not dealing with the personal aspect of getting more involved. Last June I got married to a great guy. Very caring and a real stand up kind of guy. His family has a history of Alzheimers and the last couple of months he has shown signs of it. So I have been reminded constantly that nothing is forever and we should grasp the opportunity to tell those we love, that we love them.... So friends, please bear with me as I try to struggle through my flaws. I do care and I don't mean to be distant... I am trying to do better. I need a pep talk from our old friend Dag. Wish I could be more like him in facing trials in my life. Thanks to all for your friendship.... Love you guys!!!
